Well, time for me to fly off yet again. Brunei, Here i come. The culmulation of months has boiled down to this. One month of crazy training, terrain and tired-ness. Will we make or break? Time will tell. Kit bag all inspected and sent, equipment check all done, the only thing left to do is to count the hours down slowly till we meet in the airport tml night at 2359. After that, well, Good luck to all of us.

I cant discuss much about what i'm training online as the Military security department would probably be knocking on my door pretty soon if i were to do that. But all i know is that its not going to be an easy month training. and to top it off, after returning on the 25 in the wee hours of the morning, we'e going through our rite-of-passage on the 26th of June. The 72km march. No company, to my knowledge has done the 72km immediately after returning from brunei, so i do suppose its going to be a crazy test of endurance for us. Oh well, This IS something we all have been preparing for for the past 10 months ever since we enlisted. Besides, what doesnt kill you, merely makes you stronger. Right?

Oh, Red beret presntation on the 27th June 2008. All are invited to Hendon Camp. :)

On a totally other note altogether, Have i changed for the worse? Am i committing the same atrocities that i had before sub-conciously? Have i deserted those who cared for me so dearly in exchange for a fantasy that may burst with the slightest touch? Have i become such a horrible friend in the twinkling of an eye? Why did i neglect those closest to me? Would i have even realised the possibility that they might have left me forever without me knowing it? Scary. But thank God for those who stood up and corrected me. I'll make it up to you. All of you. I promise.

What The Hell Am i Doing Here?

Sorry Peeps. You Know Who You Are.