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Well, the fact that i'm in school typing this right now suggest a few things doesn't it? Firstly, you could say im bored. yea. 2 hr break now, so i guess i am a lil bored.. secondly, much is on my mind now.. Academically, spiritually and mentally, im just drained. Pastor Lian's preaching really got me thinking.. What you think inside determines what ur actions are on the outside. Outside, u may be Hallelujah and Grace Grace, but inside what are you thinking? Are u truly doing it cos the grace of the Lord shines? or is it just for a show? i realised why i couldn't do so many things that i had wanted to do. it isnt abt forcing my outward actions to change the way i think. Changing what i do on the outside should begin with what i think INSIDE. for once, i left church really questioning myself and feeling more tired than ever. To rest in The Lord's finished work isnt as simple as i thought it was. The situation varies, and the way of resting is different. i guess what i can say right now is to trust in him, and go about my life without stress or worry, for it chokes the Word from my life. I wanna get in the word more often. im not gonna let the worries of life choke me. im gonna transplant my seeds frm the rocky ground to good soil and nurture it to grow. I WANT THAT 100 FOLD ANNOINTMENT! I shall guard my heart above All things and Lord, i thank You for You are with me! hm... continuing my blog now at home.. had to save it as a draft cos lesson started then.. Something's brewing inside me right now.. Faith is springing forth. i Thank You Father for your Son's perfect finished work on that cross that has gaurenteed me everything that i will ever need.. my heart and soul Rests in you Lord Jesus! Its NOT ABOUT ME! ITS ABOUT JESUS!!!! =]