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Well, just decided to take some time out and blog before i hit the showers. A quick update.. which may turn a lil long if i decide it to.. Dang.. what in the world am i sayin.. Just take a double shot expresso and dodge on.

Went to MOS on saturday.. i dont want to blog much about it.. lets just that lets say i wont go clubbing in the next year or so.. Fun being fun, it was kinda like the high from the music with or without the alcohol.. Of course.. for me. it was with.. had a tad too much alcohol and Nearly failed my responsibilities.. But thank God for his grace to bring us thru everything. Left the place with my heart in my mouth and feeling really dizzy from the loud pumping bass. Of course.. u must be thinking.. thats it? i expected a more detailed description of that place.. i mean it is Ministry of Sound after all isnt it? True.. but lets not go there.. The things i saw and the things i did.. Lets just say i found it harmful to the spirit. But i will say, it was fun, and everyone shld try it once. Althought truth be told. You're not missing much. Im sticking to pubs if i need a drink from now on.

Got to know a new friend. Aidan. Won't do him justice to even decribe him. You just gotta be around him to understand what kinda guy he is. One of the last remaining Gentleman i came across. Really hope to meet up and talk to him in due time.. Truly enjoyed his company and i admired how merticulous and caring he was for the girls. Truly a Gentleman.

Woke up this morning after like 6 hrs of sleep and headed to starbucks to get my coffee and medidate on the Word to flow in the Spirit. The previous night of hard partying had really just left me feeling lost inside for some reason. *Desperately seek the Holy Spirit* haha.. The first thing i asked at the coffee counter was "Do you have anything for a hangover?" The bewildered cashier looked at me and suggested a Cafe Americano. Double shot of expresso. woot.. Really had a great time in the word and planning out the sequence for the worship leading later. The King On The Cross. What He went thru, we will never know. Writing the sequence on a piece of napkin seemed surreal, but whatever works. At 1050, i headed out.. and the counter girl was kind enuff to ask me if it worked helping me get over my hangover, so that she could reccomend it to other customers.. lol.

Worship leading went fine today.. i could feel the spirit flowing inside me. One day. My confidence is this. Those youths will rise to the challenge and worship our Heavenly Father. Went to second service at church. My day took a realy turn from there onwards. Zhang mu shi was preaching today, and i felt the messge speaking out to me. I was crying as i was taking down notes. How much He loves me. More than i can love any girl.. More than i can even love Him. For we love Him, because He first loved us. The might of God The Father, God The Son and God The holy Ghost. The message touched my heart. Its thru difficulty, its through tribulation that will make that hardened heart of yours melt, and make you turn to Him, so that you know He Loves You. During the closing prayer, i was really just crying my heart out as he asked for believers and non believers alike who wanted God's blessing and acceptance to use them. I Raised My Hand. At that point of time, i really needed tissue. My eyes were blotchy and nose running. It was then i realised i had a hankerchief in my pocket. Gosh.. i just wept even more. Let me explain. Im not one to carry hankerchiefs. And that morning, in my semi drunken stupour, i somehow grabbed a hankerchief and put it in my pocket. It felt like the holy spirit was prompting me to take it. His careful planning to provide me even a simple hankerchief in my weeping state. This testimony will last forever. It brings a tear just thinking abt it.. I have such a caring God who will decend to my level to take care of me.

Bless the Lord O my soul. All that is within me BLESS Him.

Greatly Blessed, Forever Loved, Highly Favoured. Amen